how to stand up for myself and stop being so nice

[Sharon Cook]

hello my name is sharon im from phx az im 35 years old have 5 kids of my own and all 2getter ive took care of 14 kids and 5 familys i love taking care of and helping pepole all my life ive been giving and doing for everyone i feel so unhappy i never just have knowone i could just talk to and go to and have someone care 4 me. i dont have much but what ever i have i share it give my last i even have a man friend and he say we just friend we been talking 4 now a year and 5 months and do everything togetter and sleep everynite i roll over hes there but hes still saying he just my friend i do so much 4 him and everyone and i feel what do i do when i need someone to talk to it hurts me alot and i just need to know what should i do im going to be me and im avery sweet nice person and i like that realy i do